nightmares

Death before my eyes

My memories come and go as they please, but they don’t leave me empty handed they leave me paralyzed. But hey it’s ok right just another day. It’s not like I can do anything about it or know what to say so the best thing to do is pretend like it’s never happened. The scariestContinue reading “Death before my eyes”

Without Consent

This is something most people don’t know except for my parents. When I was younger and I was with THEM they had family come over. They were relatives and they had a son when he was a teen. I remember everyone was getting ready to sleep and me and my sister were sleeping on theContinue reading “Without Consent”

My thoughts take over my mind

I don’t know how to put this except for, I feel like I’m dying day by day, and all I can do is feel myself slip away. I just want to be put out of my misery. All this is doing is torturing me, just let me go. All that goes through my mind isContinue reading “My thoughts take over my mind”

My Story, Part 2

I remember every night. I would sit in bed against the wall, holding my knees with a blanket over me. Hoping that he wouldn’t come but I knew he would. I was too afraid to lay down and fall asleep because I knew he was about to do it. When he would come in, heContinue reading “My Story, Part 2”

My Story, Part 1

When I was younger I didn’t have a normal childhood. I had to raise my sister pretty much by myself and I protected her from what he was doing to me. I was 5 years old when she was born and I was left home alone to take care of her. But to be honestContinue reading “My Story, Part 1”

My feelings EVERYDAY

The way I feel everyday. It’s kind of hard to put it in words because I don’t really know how to explain the pain I feel every single day. I feel like I can’t breathe sometimes because I hurt so much and I keep myself from crying and it kills me. But I don’t wantContinue reading “My feelings EVERYDAY”

Everyday Struggle

If some of you have a hard time at school, like I do because of everything that’s going on inside of you. know that you’re not alone. There are so many of us that struggle everyday. to get up in the morning and go to school. where you feel judged and criticized because of whatContinue reading “Everyday Struggle”

I have some pretty traumatic dreams, nightmares, memories whatever you want to call them. Their not like any other dream you’d think. Their memories from my past that haunt me till this day, like ghosts from my past that are catching up to me, they get closer and closer. Sometimes it feels like those memoriesContinue reading “Nightmares”