Everyday Struggle

If some of you have a hard time at school, like I do because of everything that’s going on inside of you. know that you’re not alone. There are so many of us that struggle everyday. to get up in the morning and go to school. where you feel judged and criticized because of what you’re going through. I know what it’s like. I have meltdowns and start crying at school because I get so frustrated. I feel like I can’t go any longer. I just want the next second to happen, while everyone else waits for the next minute to happen. I have to sit there and hear all these other teenagers, make jokes about their parents killing them, their gonna beat me if do this , and hear girls or even guys in the hallways joking around and yelling rape. I’m just sitting there like if only they truly knew what it was like. then they wouldn’t be joking around about stuff like that. if only they knew the jokes they make everyday. other kids their age around them are going through the things they joke about. There have been so many times where I just wanted to yell and tell them what I’ve been through, and that their jokes aren’t funny. Just look around you there are kids around you that are going through the jokes y’all make, and y’all don’t even know it. But they are so self absorbed. that they don’t care about anyone but themselves, and they make their jokes to someone who might be going through something like that, but they don’t know how to respond except with go along, because their too afraid that if they say something they’re gonna make jokes, about it and make them feel ashamed, look down on them like their not worth it so they go along with it. but on the inside we are crying and yelling. wake up and see us look at what we’re going through. stop making jokes you don’t understand. But we all know that it’s not gonna work like that because deep down we know their just dumb teens who don’t care.