Used for his satisfaction Thrown away when I’ve accomplished his desires I’m a glass thrown in a recycling bin Came back out to satisfy his thirst for pleasure. The word pleasure doesn’t even get to me I’m so used to it I’m like a glass that can shattered in a matter of time He hidesContinue reading “Broken Glass”
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Death before my eyes
My memories come and go as they please, but they don’t leave me empty handed they leave me paralyzed. But hey it’s ok right just another day. It’s not like I can do anything about it or know what to say so the best thing to do is pretend like it’s never happened. The scariestContinue reading “Death before my eyes”
Trust Issues
For me trust doesn’t come easily. With my past trauma and everything I’ve been through, that’s something that takes a long time for me to give to someone. I’ve had many issues with trust and I’m not saying that I’m good at keeping others’ trust but I guess that’s how I also push people away.Continue reading “Trust Issues”
Without Consent
This is something most people don’t know except for my parents. When I was younger and I was with THEM they had family come over. They were relatives and they had a son when he was a teen. I remember everyone was getting ready to sleep and me and my sister were sleeping on theContinue reading “Without Consent”
Lost
Ever feel like hopeless, empty, worthless. If so I know what that’s like. I feel hopeless because it feels like I’m never gonna get over if you think differently and that I’m wrong I’m not stopping you please tell me. I feel empty because I mentally feel alone and broken. I feel worthless because IContinue reading “Lost”
In Denial
Last year was an interesting year. I guess it was the year where I was in denial about my depression and anxiety. I started acting out and doing things I shouldn’t be or hanging with the wrong group of people. I knew that wasn’t me. But to be honest I didn’t really know who IContinue reading “In Denial”
The ACT
The act that I put on everyday is something I wish I didn’t do. But I’ve gotten so used to faking how I feel in front of others that it’s kind of just a natural thing now and it’s hard. Look at the people I care about and tell them I’m fine. When I knowContinue reading “The ACT”
My Story, Part 2
I remember every night. I would sit in bed against the wall, holding my knees with a blanket over me. Hoping that he wouldn’t come but I knew he would. I was too afraid to lay down and fall asleep because I knew he was about to do it. When he would come in, heContinue reading “My Story, Part 2”
My Story, Part 1
When I was younger I didn’t have a normal childhood. I had to raise my sister pretty much by myself and I protected her from what he was doing to me. I was 5 years old when she was born and I was left home alone to take care of her. But to be honestContinue reading “My Story, Part 1”
Mental Health should be taken seriously
Mental health is a very serious problem that teens and even adults go through. It doesn’t matter what age you are. Depression, anxiety, PTSD, whatever mental health disorder you have it’s serious. But most people don’t take it seriously. If it’s not a real injury that they can physically see then they won’t believe you.Continue reading “Mental Health should be taken seriously”
Hope in the Sorrow 